2010 Gives The Best Lapdances.

since the first of the month, here's a few interesting moments so far:

it's been 25 days since i made 21, and i don't feel any older. i still feel like a big ass kid. i'm still goofy as fuck, but i'm beginning to come into my own. can you believe i'm wearing eye art and heels now? that's a big move! lol

spring classes began on the 11th, and i'm finally a junior. i got enough hours to become a senior at the end of this semester. i'm back on track, and it feels fucking awesome.

i'm supporting brad and his music. he asked me to leave a voicemail on his phone for his upcoming EP, and he used it amongst a collective of messages as part of a skit. he told me it was a big deal for him, and he appreciated it blah blah.. despite last year's shenanigans? he's a good artist.. so of course it's a given i'm all for hip-hop.

i met my male doppleganger.
his name is broderick.

long story short, my mom sold him a phone. he just got stationed to fort bragg blahzay blahzay.. she got the greenlight to give me his number, and i've known him for about a month now. we decide to finally meet up a day after my birthday [after talking on the phone xamountoftimes] at sports u.s.a, and holy fuck.. he's attractive =| if that didn't totally ruin my initial motive, i don't know what did. that's apparently what i get for telling my mom to not let the next cutie she sees get away lol anywho, his friends start asking me if i'm going to continue talking to him once i left back for school, and of course i fill him in on their sleuthing. i tell him how i like him, and how i like the fact that our personalities match up, the sync moments are better in person than over the phone and blah blah mushy shit i don't feel like typing.. so maybe not even a few days after i tell him all of that, he tells me he has a girlfriend..

at first i was like "huh?", but then i LOL'd. why? simply because he likes me, too.. but i mean who wouldn't? i'm awesome lmao i was bugging out a bit at the fact that he didn't say anything about being with anybody before, and he goes on to say "you didn't ask" =|

common sense tells me [since i've been single for a year], if your body language doesn't hint that you're with someone? YOU'RE. SINGLE. wait.. i just realized all of that is besides the point lol point is, because i like him as a person and whatnot, it's a given i'm going to hang out with him. i respect his relationship, and i'm not the type of female to be all over a guy if they're in a relationship.. but rest assure that if he makes a move? i'm in there like swimwear! lmao

*sigh*

this has been my month in a bundle. eventful, right? i still don't think i've covered everything.. in the meantime though, i'm about to go to the campus grocery store and get some food since it's suppose to be snowing this weekend lol

ciao. ♥