Yeeks!

in case you're wondering about the title of this entry, 'eeks' and 'yikes' got together and had a baby named 'yeeks'. why am i saying yeeks? easy..

VALENTINE'S DAY WEEKEND. why valentine's day weekend? another easy one, especially since i spent majority of it with broderick one way or another. i didn't realize it until i was telling solis about it; i never got the chance to keep her updated lol long story short, i had xamounts of fun. i didn't expect a lot of things.. okay, wait, i'm about to lie.. i DID expect a lot of shit to happen, and it did.. AND to the point now where there is no going back. why there isn't any going back? clearly, he's already been exposed to the greatness that is my friends lol our outing at chili's makes everything a little easier now for me to either inform them i won't be with them when i'm with him or when i don't respond to phone calls/texts/BBMs.

then again.. our chili's outing wasn't even supposed to be a chili's outing, because we wanted sushi.. but that's okay though; we went for sushi the next day. i never seen anyone so excited about "perfecting" chopsticks, but it was cute.. so i can let it slide lol

awesome, right? correct.

there's only one aspect of our friendship that's got my mom completely on edge, but i think i'm going to keep those details out of the loop. it's hilarious to me, because i am 21. moth-- you know what, i'm not even going to get into that lmaoooo

in other news,

spring break is slowly creeping up on me, and i love it. just two more weeks of this school shit, and i'm OUT. OF. HERE. the girls and chris are excited, because i'm finally going to myrtle beach with them. it's their tradition, and i never had the chance to be apart of it. i am so stoked. a weekend of fun, alcohol, and shenanigans. solis and jhazmine don't drink, but chris and i probably won't even remember anything the way he's been talking hahaha

oh man..

welps.. i'm done for now. i need to get back to typing this paper of mine that's due thrusday. how exciting! [/sarcasm]

Goings On & Relationships.

thanks to the snow, and multiple status updates on facebook about how people are spending their snow days alone.. i had the most amazing epiphany: i'm totally awesome for being single by choice.

why?

it's simple..

i'm too much of a spark plug to be handled with care. yeah, sure.. i like brock, blahzay blah.. but that right there further let's me know i'm bad as fuck by myself. given the sudden situation, i already know not every dude i meet is going to be a potential boyfriend.. no matter how much we have in common. however, i will not limit myself to miss out on having choices, and i will have no qualms about him being one of them.

i'm on the 2nd semester of my third year of college. i will be a senior in the fall. shit.. need I go on? lol i just want to date freely without reporting to anyone. sure, being in a relationship is all fine and dandy.. but i refuse to tangle a man in my after college plans. i can't travel with a dude in the background. i got to do my own damn thing if i plan on being a successful graphic artist.

my mom always tells me "you never know what might happen if you meet someone you really like". sure i do. i will handle said situation accordingly lol i know me. i know what i like.. what i don't like.. etc. i'm at this point in my life where i have every right to be a bit picky. i don't think i can handle another "serious" relationship. that's time, dedication, and my heart.. i sure as hell ain't really set for that journey again lol

i want to experience the in's and out's of the wonderful world of dating, and not just limit myself to ONE. PERSON. not just yet. i might not be a multiple-choice female, but there is enough of me to go around 2010 and beyond..